Strongly influenced by my family in my childhood I found it natural to get tonsured .

我 出生于 佛教家庭，家里 几 代 人 都信佛， 所以从小受家庭的影响，长大就自然选择了 出家。

Before becoming eminent monk a monk always shows the different behaviors from ordinary people these actions are imperceptibly formed in the most intimate people displaying a tonsured complex psychologically .

高僧在出家之前，总会表现 出 种种异於常人的言行，这些行为是在最亲近人的潜移默化中形成的，在心理上表现出一种 出家情结。